I was telling someone last week that I will have been ordained for 22 years this year, and this Second Sunday of Easter will be the 22nd time I've preached on this passage because we always get the story of Thomas on this Sunday.
This is one of the best known gospel stories. On the evening of Easter Day a bunch of unnamed disciples have gathered together in a house behind locked doors. Thomas isn't with them that night because he had been out at the bank all day filling out the new signatory paperwork to get Judas' name off the account. While those disciples are gathered together, Jesus suddenly appears. From there the disciples tell Thomas what he missed, he won't believe it, and then Jesus appears again a week later and tells Thomas to put his fingers in the nail wounds and his hand in the spear wound.
Twenty-two years I've preached on this passage and, for most of you here, you've heard sermons on this passage for more than 22 years. You may have heard sermons admonishing you to not be a Doubting Thomas and believe. Maybe you've heard sermons saying Thomas gets a bad rap and that it was his doubt that brought him to a place of great faith. Maybe you've heard sermons on the dual nature of post-resurrection Jesus as being able to inhabit both the spiritual and physical realm. Or maybe you've heard sermons focusing on the Collect of the Day where we pray that we “may show forth in our lives what we profess by faith.”
So today I just want to throw out a few observations that might get you to think about this passage in a way, or ways, you maybe haven't thought of before and then feel free to talk to me afterward.
First, notice that John doesn't define or name which disciples are locked away in the house. John uses the word “disciple” or “disciples” more than any other gospel, but he only ever names seven: Andrew, Peter, Philip, Nathaniel, Thomas, and two Judases (he names eight if you include Mary Magdalene). So we don't know if those gathered in the house are the remaining ten disciples or if they include others.
Second, when Jesus appears to the disciples in that room he says, “As the Father has sent me, so I send you.” This is John's version of the Great Commission that we have over in Matthew. Like Jesus commanded the disciples to make disciples of all nations, baptize them, and teach them to obey what Jesus has commanded, here in John he sends the disciples as he has been sent.
In the Gospel of John Jesus makes clear that he was sent to do the will of the Father. Over and over again Jesus makes clear that he and the Father are unified in purpose. It follows that if Jesus is sending the disciples out as he was sent, then we are sent with the same purpose and with the same obedience that Jesus had. This means, among other things, that we don't pursue our will, but the will of God and Christ. THY will be done.
As a side note, I read something last week that went along the lines of this: Most people in church don't want to follow Christ – they want a Christ who follows them in their biases, desires, and fears.
And third, John never uses the word apostle or apostles, only disciple or disciples. In the other three gospels there's a clear distinction between disciples and apostles: disciples are anyone who follows Jesus; whereas apostles refer specifically to the twelve who are sent out on specific missionary activities. We can make the leap then that, unlike in Matthew where the original mission/commission was given to the eleven, Jesus' sending of the disciples in John refers to ALL disciples – those gathered, those dispersed, those then, and those now. As the Father sent Jesus, so now we are being sent.
To recap:
1) The disciples in the house behind locked doors could be any number of disciples besides the eleven we normally think of. What this means for us is that, as disciples of Christ, there may come a time when we are afraid of what is happening in the world around us and we might prefer to hide out in a room somewhere. This story reminds us that, no matter the times, Jesus will be with us.
2) We are disciples of Christ. Therefore we have been sent out into the world just as the Father has sent Jesus. We are to follow that commandment with love and in obedience to serve the will of the Father, not of us.
3) John apparently doesn't make a distinction between an apostle and a disciple. We cannot, therefore, claim that we have not been sent because we are not apostles. We can't hide behind semantic distinctions. So if there is no distinction, we are all sent to proclaim the Good News of God in Christ.
Doubt is an okay thing. Living our lives in ways that match the faith we profess is an important thing. Not having all the answers is an okay thing. Facing our fears is important. Living our lives in ways of love and obedience is important. And knowing that we are all called to proclaim the Gospel is important.
In the end, today's gospel passage speaks to us no matter where we are on our journey. And isn't that what scripture is supposed to do?
Amen.